I Just Want My Friend Back...

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers....

My man's mother went home Saturday. Thank the Lord that she is okay. The doctor said that she was just suffering from exhaustion and hypertension. They ran test after test, and didn't find anything wrong with any of her vital organs, but everything was out of whack. After a few days of complete bed rest, she was telling up people what to do again. She still has to go for two follow-up visits with a specialist, but for the most part, she seems okay. We are still looking out for her and praying.

It felt good for my man to be back in his comfort zone on Sunday. After we visited his mother at home, and then stopped by my parent's house for dinner, we went to the lake. Yesterday was a beautiful day. He opened up and talked to me about what he had been feeling, and I was relieved. I only had one complaint in the whole matter. I explained to him that when things happen, he can't just shut down and not let me know what's going on with him. I can't help when I don't know. He agreed to work on it. We'll see. Actions speak volumes...

He definitely has his appetite back. My mom said she was surprised he didn't eat her plate. He was not playin' with that food! LOL. We stopped by and he ate again after we left the lake...That man is something else...

After we got home, he sang to me...We danced...We started watching Love Jones(I love that movie) , and fell asleep before the end...Laying back on the couch...my head on his chest...Him holding me tight...It was a recipe for intimacy...

I am happy to have the man that I deserve in my life. A man that loves me and cares for me, in the midst of it all. I know there is a lot of temptation out there, but he continually brings it home to me...Love...compassion...honesty(even when I really don't want to hear the truth). He is real. Not a dream, because he has his flaws, but he helps me to understand him just as I help him to understand me. I have to be open and willing to except the good with bad...It's really good to have someone that you can rely on. If I call on him, he answers...When I need him, he's there. I give him the same thing in return.

It's wonderful when a person can look past everything, and see you for who you are, and love you...from your soul. He loves the person that I am, and the person that I am striving to be. He supports my dreams...

Here I was getting frustrated, trying to figure out how to be there for him and in his mind, he realized what he was doing without me having to say a word. He apologized for how he had been acting even though I understood completely. If there was something going on with my mom I would be the same way...For the first time in a long time, we prayed together. Prayer is a powerful thing...

I hope all of you that are looking for true love find it...and for those of you that are not looking, I who it jumps out and grabs you. Love is the greatest gift that I have been given thus far. From my family...my friends...and from a man that I love so much in return.


So, how is your love life?